My month, November comes to an end… even though this is my birthday month, I have gone through so many emotional challenges and breakdown. It affect so deeply in my heart but I tried to recover from it quickly…
I stepped up and moved on, forgetting the sadness because there is so much things to do, so I can’t give up yet.
In the process of healing myself, I succeeded to revamp my blog layout from sheer darkness to a lighter and cheerful mood, I also include some tweaking and added up social networking function on my new layout. The year one cycle of my blog has ended and was born anew. My November theme, R2.0 (Rungitom 2.0) which I derived from BorneoColours.com B2.0 was merely a jump-start for me to utilize my blog to its full potential.
I found a friend, who we shared our deepest feelings together, her name is Irish. It was a sudden thing on how we got along, she was in a total nervous breakdown much more greater and painful that myself. Its affecting her too much, so I became a place for her to vent out the sadness and pain.
Her boyfriend cheated on her, the guy was already engaged to another woman earlier before he even met Irish. He surely made a fool out of her.
When I heard that she is going back to her home town to recuperate and recover, I prayed and wished her all the best. And its all back to the lonely me again.
This is how my November ends…
I know you love me, I know you care so much of me, But I also know that we will not have a beautiful ending… ~ quoted from fellow blogger, Wyne